The ashes you left

Your train was derailed

I was the unboard passenger 

I had the every reason to leave

But I chose to stay anyway

You lit the fire in which I was burned in 

And I was all the ashes that were left 

You were a big highway accident 

I was the wreckage you left behind

You were the sunset 

And I was the darkness that followed

You were all the bridges I burned 

You were all the pages I turned

I was the smoke that rose above

Our love was like the lines of our favorite song that we find hard to remember 

I was a typewriter mistake ,

You could have written a fairytale but you chose to write a nightmare 

A blotch of ink on a perfect white 

You were all the poems I never finished 

You were all the places I never went to ,

You were all the photographs I never got framed 

You were all the thoughts I never thought ,

All the shooting stars ,I never wished upon

And all the raindrops I never felt

All the songs I never sang

And all the winds that never touched my hair

You were all the scars I had but never showed 

The only sea I drowned in ,

The only sea I died drowning in.

You were the only fire that burnt me and all the fire that made me fire again,

You were all the paintings I never made

You were my everything 

Perhaps you knew this.

But we are somehow nothing in the end.

It doesn’t even matter now .

Syllable by syllable I gained the courage to pick up the pen and fight with it 

The girl you thought was no more the girl you used to know 
No ,i never found myself again,never in the same place 

And the place I was lost in was alien

My knuckles are still bruised red

And I have put myself back into whole from pieces differently

Rather I am a better human 

To thank you 

Adamantly I say

The ashes you left ,are still burning ,so fear the day they will turn to fire

They will never burn you 

Neither they could ever turn things back .