The Goodbye

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 because I loved you enough to see you grow..
 I never held you back oh culprit!
 because I loved you enough to let you go.
 I didn't trap you oh chirpy bird..
 because I admired you enough to let you fly.
 I never showed you my tears..
 because yes !! I loved your smile..
 I never held you by strings..
 I wanted you to fly...fly so much high..
 at times beneath the moonlit sky.
 Now, I sit and think ..was I so meek ..was I so weak..
 A shooting star then came to me..
 It left a sparkle in my eye..
 never spoken ..


 never explained it was that a sort of goodbye..
 painful though it taught me a lesson
 the bird promised to me to come back..
 and I waited for him in my shack..
 knew that he wont be coming back..
 I waited for him everyday below my shack..
 my dreams ,my aspirations all lie underneath the black sky..
 from where the bird flied so high..
 high so much so to never comeback..
 never saw him again on my empty shack..
 I never asked him to come back..
 because he reached the place he belonged..
 I never looked back..
 I neither had to..
 I left him with a smile..
 and travelled over mile and mile..
 I teared apart my heart for his heartbeat..
 with wounded lips and salted cheeks ..
 I made my peace..

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